AT HOME
I don’t feel home
do I have a home
where is my home
I have been looking for it
never felt right
never felt warm enough
small or big enough
safe and protected enough
I keep looking
imagining it
a place just right for me
where I can be
let go of my carapace
stay still and feel
not wonder
and keep on the move
and…
run run run run run run
My head is spinning
I feel dizzy
I’ve been on the move for too long
I want to stay still and anchored somewhere
safe
warm
comfy
loving
light
bright
soft
profound
open
comforting
meaningful
suiting
generous
and most of all
home home home
be…at home